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It's All About YOU
Name or Nickname: erin, bear
Gender: Female
What do you LOVE?: drawing, writing, anime, martial arts, manga, my friends <3
And what do you HATE?: people (in general), annoyances, my (uber curly) hair, BILLY MAYS! lol
Strengths: BLACK BELT!!!! lol, i don't care what other people think
Weaknesses: short temper, short in general, bad people skills

Hobbies: writing, drawing, watching anime, martial arts, roleplaying
Favorite Color: NEON BLUE
What is your favorite food?: pocky *very picky eater*
Favorite Country (without taking Hetalia into consideration): JAPAN!!!
Mature or Childish?: both depending on the situation or mood
Would you prefer to lead or follow?: see above



AND A LITTLE MORE~
Do you believe in spirits or ghosts?: yup^^ love them
You're at war! Do you take the enemy head-on with full force or lay back and take time to tactically move your forces?: second one...
You have to be transported to a deserted island! Oh no! You're allowed to take three items; what are these items?: bag of notebooks, tons of stuff to write with, suitcase full of friends^^

Here's a Hetalia meme.

x for yes, / for half.

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[/] You're very happy-go-lucky
[/] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[/] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[x] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy at times
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[lolol i will now] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation

(6.5/10)

Germany (Ludwig)

[] You're very stoic and serious
[ ] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[/] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[/] You work very hard
[/] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice

(3.5/10)

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[/] You're very mature
[/] You think everything over before saying it.
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[/] You isolated yourself during childhood
[/] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[/] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[x] You're good at practical tasks
[/] You need time to adjust to new people

(4/10)

The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[/] You love hamburgers
[x] You think you're awesome
[/] You love to invent things
[] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[x] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[ ] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

(5/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[/] You like tea
[/] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[/] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[ ] Your cooking is awful
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(3.5/10)

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[/] You're very affectionate
[x] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[ ] You love red roses
[ ] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[/] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[/] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(3.5/10)

Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[x] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very tall
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[x] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people
[x] You're very strong
[] You have a big nose
[/] You have a strange laugh that can scare people

(5.5/10)

China (Wong Yao)

[/] You're very mature
[] You're very superstitious
[] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[x] You love Hello Kitty
[/] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[/] You work hard
[x] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets

(5.5/10)

And now for some other countries!

Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[x] You are very well-raised
[/] You're polite
[] You love classical music
[] You like cake
[] You have a mole on your face
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away
[ ] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument
[ ] You've composed music before
[] You tend to call people 'morons'
[x] You wear glasses

(3.5/10)

Canada (Matthew Williams)

[/] You're often ignored by people
[/] You look younger than you actually are
[ ] You love hockey
[ ] You love polar bears
[] You hate fighting
[/] You have one strand of curly hair, like Italy
[ ] You often get mistaken for someone else
[/] You feel under-appreciated
[/] You're bilingual
[ ] You always carry a bear with you

(1.5/10)

Cuba

[/] You smoke
[x] You're very physically strong
[x] You've won a lot of fist-fights
[] In your social circle, there are two brothers - you get along with one, but not with the other.
[/] You have very strong emotions about a variety of topics
[/] You like hot weather
[x] You can be very friendly from time to time
[x] You look very tough on the outside
[/] You make a very nice role-model
[/] You don't let people get a word in edgeways

(6.5/10)

Hungary (Erszebet Hédeváry)

[x] You have a potty-mouth
[] You like to wear flowers in your hair
[x] You used to be a very tough kid
[x] You're very reliable
[x] It's better to have you as a friend rather than an enemy
[x] You're very faithful
[x] Your speech and mannerisms can be considered very unladylike
[x?] You and your best friend go together like chalk and cheese.
[/] You are graceful one moment and grinning like a maniac the next
[] If someone yells that yaoi is going on somewhere, you will drop everything to run off to go and see it.

(7.5/10)

Lithuania (Toris Lorinaitis)

[x] You're very loyal
[] You feel like your best friend drags you around a lot, but you both have a great time together
[] You're very serious
[] You have a lot of patience
[] You think too much about philosophical stuff
[x] You get depressed when questioning the point of existing/the universe, etc..
[] You're not very confident
[/] You were quite rebellious as a child
[] People tend to walk all over you
[] You're a born worrier

(2.5/10)

Poland (Feliks Lucasiewocz)

[/] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You're quite hyperactive
[x] You can be quite goofy
[/] When you're depressed, you tend to rise out of it like a phoenix
[] You're very wary of strangers
[] It takes you ages to come out of your shell
[x] However, when you're used to someone, you're very chatty
[x] You're very forceful and stand at one end of the argument when it comes to your opinions
[ ] You love pansies and corn-poppies
[x] You get up to lots of crazy antics

(5/10)

Prussia (Gilbert Weillschmidt)

[/] You're quite mean-spirited
[/] You're a bit of a hooligan
[x] You're very loyal
[] You're very good at tactics
[] You hate Russia
[x] You love to fight people
[x] You can avoid marriages quite well
[x] You're not always taken seriously
[ ] You like drinking
[/] You want to become stronger

(5.5/10)


LOL DOES IT MAKE SENSE??????

o gawd i'm bored. that is all.

i have to pee. i'm sitting on the floor of an empty room with two recliners and a very comfy couch. my cat is sitting next to me licking herself. and purring. and i still have to pee. ugh... okay my cat has moved from next to me to about five feet away. i'm also cold. that would be the reason i have a blanket with me. on the floor. i wish i was sitting on the couch. but i'm not gonna get up to sit on the couch, because the next time i get up it will be to go to bed. o geez, the cat is back and she is licking me. and zach is playing guitar really loud upstairs. i will not be able to sleep. i already have a headache. i have to go to school tomorrow. and the next day. and the day after that. and.. aww how cute, my cat is on her back all fluffy and what not. AWW!! big kitty eyes!!! no, wait... back to the licking... and now she's climbing on me... STAY AAWAY FROM MY KEYBOARQOWERGHFArenrejuhgiri;biuweruqn; k  o o     iojfi0oojssssssssaNKAKNDS Kkjfdk

KONATA*
truly the anime version of me. except that she has long blue hair and i have short pink hair. w/e. same thing if you really think about it. but reallly, we both lurve mmorpg's, vidja games, anime, manga, being annoying, being INVOLVED, ATTENTION, we both have the same strange personality... i think if i was a 2D cartoon character, i would be short and have kitty lips =3

LUCKY STAR*
only THE best anime to take place in forever. makes no sense. totally fun. only, like, ONE episode where ONE person cares about what a boy thinks.. PERFECT ANIME. even if the first episode is all about how to eat food. but konata is in it and it is amazing and konata is amazing and konata is me and i am amazing so it makes perfect sense. sleep on it.

JAPAN*
OH MAN OH GOD OH MAN OH GOD OH MAN OH GOD... IT'S THE BEST FUCKING COUNTRY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WURLD DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE AMAZINGNESS OF THAT COUNTRY BECAUSE IT IS FABOO EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS SO FABOO I WANT TO GO BACK AND LIVE THERE AND LIVE ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF TOKYO IN A CHEAP APPARTMENT WITH A ROOMMATE SO WE CAN SPLIT THE RENT AND MY ROOMMATE CAN ALSO HELP ME LEARN MORE JAPANESE AND ME POSSIBLY HELP THEM WITH THEIR ENGLISH AND I CAN FIND A SIMPLE JOB AND WORK THERE FOR A WHILE AND EAT AT MCDONALDS OFF OF THE DOLLAR MENU EVERY DAY TO SAVE MUNNIES BECAUSE EVERYTHING THERE IS SO DAMMM EXPENSIVE BUT I CAN GO TO HARAJUKU EVERY SUNDAY AND TOTALLY BLEND IN AND DRESS ALL RAVE AND WHAT NOT AND--- okay sry... you prolly don't wanna hear my whole future plans^^ *sweatdrop+headdesk*

NEOPETS*
a terrible addiction i have because i don't go to school anymore so i entertain myself by going to neopets.com and earning neopoints and buying rare items and winning games and being better than everyone. i really need to stop. but it's so... damn... addictive... and the neopets are soooooooo cute!! XP

BALLOONSHOP*
FUFUFUFUFUFU~~~!!!!! I'M LISTENING TO MY RADIO DERRICK!!!!!!! ooo and we can't forget ANSWER THE QUESTION STEPHEN!!!!!!! o gawd thats fantastic... AND RATHER TOASTY!!!! LMAO

a tribute to my daddy^^ it took like, two hours. and cost 250!! o well, totally worth it. XD

okay, okay... it's definitly gonna be saturday!! i'd rather it be friday, because we'd get the chance to drive back on saturday if it takes two sessions, but since it's saturday, we'll prolly hafta wait an extra week for the second part... i realllly hope it only takes one session =/

woot!! i finally got some info on when i'm getting the tattoo!! either tomorrow or saturday, i hope it only takes one session.. driving to chicago more than once'll be such a bitch... but here's a picture of what i'm gonna get, it's gonna be slightly altered though...
 ain't it just pimpin'? fufufu... sugar skulls are amazing.

i'm totally freaked to finally find out more about my school work. passing everything. chup. and i might graduate a semester earlier than i thought^^ still not going to college, though... i will not be able to handle that ugh....

but what i really want right now is my own place to be with my own job and my own random friends coming in and out of my appartment because they think they live there and just chillin' because i'm tired of being here. i can't wait until that happens...


HEY IBA!!! WHERE DO YOU PLAN ON GOING AFTER HHS?

being 18 is a pointless bitch. according to the law, it means you're an adult, and yet still get treated like you never grew up from age 13. no matter how mature you are, you'll always be 13. they won't even call me an adult. instead, they call me a 'grown-up'. you know, the word that the little kids use to label older people. when i asked 'why can't i be called an adult', she said 'let's not push it'. oh boy, it feels great to be a grown-up.

then, i went to mcdonalds (the really nice new one) with my tutor to do work, but mainly chill and talk... even though she's 31, she acts my age, and she usually understands me.. and apparantly, i'm fun to be around. well, fun my ass. i know this sounds gay, but i really want to dance... especially when i found a video on youtube of a chick dancing to one of my favorite techno songs, she was fantastic! and now i realllly wanna be able to dance like that... but i don't want to learn alone. i'm always alone, every day all the time. there's no one to talk to unless i'm on aim towards the night then some people might talk, but I always have to im them first. and if i ever do hang out with someone, I always have to ask if they wanna hang out.. i never get asked, i'm surprised they agree to hang out when i ask. am i really that boring? ugh... but anyway, since i'm so 'fun to be around', i asked my tutor if she wanted to learn this dance, or any dance in general (because she doesn't know how to dance at all and is going to miami soon and needs to know, i told her i'd teach her what i know..) and she said she'd only do it if my mother agreed to do it too. that just pissed me off, like she needed my mother there to actually hang out with me. fuck that. she's my tutor, nothing more. i'm never asking her to do anything again. and now i'm pissed that a week ago we invited her to my family birthday, the one where i can't have friends over? only family? yes, that one. all she's going to be doing is hanging on my mothers arm the whole time. wtf is so interesting about my mom? even the neighbor, who is like, 15, is obsessed with my mom. well, after i got pissed at my tutor, i went outside and sat on the cement by mcdonalds.. just drinking my coffee. i was freezing my ass off, just looking at the ground. it was right after it rained, i guess, because there was this puddle of water right in front of me. i was just watching it, covering the dirt, and i just knew right then that i wanted everything to be over.. i can't stand all of this, always being looked down upon... my epilepsy holds me back from everything; i can't drive, i can't be alone outside of the house, the meds that stop most of the seizures make me tired and gain weight... i also found out that depression runs in my fathers side of the family... no wonder i was so depressed. so yes. that means more drugs. made me happy for a while, but now i want to slit my throat just because life seems so meaningless. is there a point to it all? if i commit suicide, will i be punished in an eternally burning dungeon, being tortured by the one and only satan? if i choose to believe that there is a god, will i be sent to this 'heaven' that everyone believes in, and be forever happy? would it be worth it? what the hell is holding me back from jumping in front of a car driving at 50mph on cline? or a truck, even better? what if that doesn't kill me, and i become paralyzed, making everything worse, and not be able to die until it's naturally done???  ...

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